Monday, September 15, 2008
Monday Blues
I think I have permanent Monday Blues syndrome.
The kind that attacks not necessarily on Mondays, bt Mon-Fri,
and to be a bit more specific, during office hours. Or 2.5 hours before office hours.
Today, I had the attack again. Of coz people, Its Monday!
I am really starting to dislike going to work as I am starting to dread working.
If you ask me why, I can give you the reasons and millions of excuses.
Bt the reasons are the ones that killing me now.
I really am at the verge of screaming "I QUIT!!!"
Like that's even remotely possible.
At such a young age (I'm turning 17 next week!),
the responsibilities I shoulder is really taking a toll on me.
I can't wait for it to be over!!!
Except,
It'll NEVER be OVER!!!
I had a brief meeting yesterday with Nini and Khai and since Khai was late,
Nini and me talked and talked about our lives. As compared to our friends lives.
God! They lead such smooth-sailing lives I'm telling you.
What did they do that we didn't?
But both Nini and me both concluded, that this is the better way.
At least we get to be proud of our achievements. We value things more.
We have a more matured thinking. (YEAH RITE!!!!)
And most importantly, we are stronger. I think.
I shall wait for the day that I am soooooo successful and happy
that I forget all these stupid ramblings!!!
You know what? My birthday is a week away and yet
I have not put up my wishlist!!! Do I even have the time for it???
Anyway, supposedly my birthday falls on Malam Lailatul Qadar,
I get anything I want right???
Hehehehehhehe... Cool!!!
I have to put up the list tmr! I shall try and steal time...
Sayang sayangs.... sayang hadiahkan apa utk sayang eh...????
Ooh... I got a gossip. Bt it's soooo sizzling hot that..
I'll just keep it to myself!!!
For now.
At least!
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 5:48 PM